Saturday, April 25, 2009


That's right my whole week has been that way. I just blamed it on PMS and a few other things. I've always thought that I was able to handle stress pretty well, but this week has really changed my mind about that idea. Yeah, right!!

I don't know what is going on. I just feeling horrible, on the verge of crying! Really? Yes, that bad. So this morning I slept in and thought I would play around on blogger before I start cleaning house. I start off making a ticker for our vacation. (WHAT? Only 1 month, 1 week and 5 days until we will be in Florida.) I see a little hope...but then that gets me in the mood to update my blog layout. BAD idea. Everything is going wrong, and then my NEW computer starts to act funny. I can just feel my blood pressure rising. So I am giving up, it is going to have to stay that way until I can handle the stress a little better. I can't figure out anything. Plus, I have not lost a single pound and I can not fit into any of my summer clothes. Just one more thing pushing me closer to depression!

I get to go spend the day with my family tomorrow. Hopefully, this will help my mood. A little mommy time, yes I am a BIG mommas girl. Plus, I get to spend the day with my favorite little niece. She always seems to make me laugh.

I keep trying to look on the brighter side, like how Jake cleaned the kitchen the other night when I feel asleep before he even got home. So I don't have much to do in there. But the laundry on the other never seems to get put away!

Well, if you have made it this far. Thanks for listening (actually reading) to me rant and being extremely emotional!


jill said...

i think this week has been an ugly one for all of us! i should be cleaning house too .... but i'm not. and probably won't today. maybe tomorrow??? ugh. hope you're feeling better by now!!! and i'm major jealous of the trip coming up - can't wait to see pictures!!!! :)

Holli said...

Must be in the air! I have been way too emotional this weekend. Hope it gets better! =)

Kari said...

Aw, I am sorry you have had such a rough time! Just keep looking forward to that vacation!! And, I like the new header! Very cute! Don't worry, though. This stuff is way beyond me!!! I had to get my tech. support {aka my friend Jewel} to come help me with my header. She did it all for me!! haha